My Latest Rebirth Experience (July 2002): ``Regression is the Cure for Suppression''
By Leonard Orr
Last year, I learned to walk and talk again. It was a fantastically interesting, spontaneous, regression experience it went on and off and on for about four months. At times I would lose my balance, feel dizzy, or fall down like a little baby. My knees would go weak, etc.
Learning to talk included forming the words, feeling strange using my mouth for language, noticing, to my surprise, how much vocabulary I had, etc. It happened again, this year, along with every thing else.
This year, I'm learning to breath again. I've had the longest, continuous string of birth memories of any time in my Rebirthing career that is my career of Rebirthing, myself, for 40 years. During my 5 year senility course, from 1988 through 1993, I had hundreds of intense pieces of birth trauma, prenatal memories, and infancy regressions. Many of these produced the symptoms of terminal diseases. I healed at least 8 terminal diseases during senility. But the emotional healing is even more intense, especially rage layers and layers of rage. This year was the most complete ever thousands of memories.
It started when I got home in February, 2002 and I began falling asleep for one to six hours almost every time I got in the bathtub. I realized after awhile, that I was regressing to the womb.
Entry of my diary, May 16, 2002: ``Today I felt a lot of pain in the back of my neck nauseous, etc., felt cold and like I came to a hostile planet.'' I felt stunned. My body was in shock for several days after my birth. I felt abused. The pain I felt made it hard to breathe easily for several days my whole Life.
Each time I relive a body memory and release it, I discover more space and freedom in my mind and body, but when I'm in the memory, it dominates me sometimes days, weeks or months.'' Each release inspires a spontaneous fuller breath.
``Today I felt so bad that I was non-functional. I didn't feel like doing anything. My joy of Life is gone. All I feel is pain throughout my body it feels like the pain of a newborn who struggled through the birth canal: pushed, shoved, mashed, smothered, hurt, couldn't breathe properly, etc. Face, eyes hurt, stomach, etc.'' The memory of being cramped in the womb was very fresh I was overwhelmed by this memory. I feel it. The memory is organic, claustrophobic. I can't move. I feel trapped and helpless. I feel hopeless to avoid doom. I see no way out. This is one of the common denominators of all movie scripts. The hero gets in a hopeless, impossible situation, the heroine is the substitute for mother. Movies tune us into birth trauma feelings. They are unconscious symbolic Rebirthing experiences.
We subliminally relive our birth trauma every day. It is the reason why most people have trouble getting out of bed. When we get out of bed and into the bathtub, we are doing it in reverse. Going into the water instead of coming out of it. Each time we soak in the tub and do conscious breathing, we are healing our birth trauma feelings and all of the diseases that are caused by that memory: colds, asthma, migraines, epilepsy, cardiac arrests, chronic anger, depression, and many others. Birth trauma is a foundation for perhaps all diseases because it makes us feel separated from God and alienated from Love. These feelings make it difficult to give and receive Love to feel Love until we release them through Rebirthing Breathwork.
The amount of sleep that we need is related to our birth trauma or the birth trauma of others in our environment. When we feel the pain of others, it feels familiar. This is how the common cold is triggered in other family members, is thought to be contagious, and the germ theory was invented. Germs may be present, but they are effects, not causes. Empathy in a common set of body memories is the cause.
Rebirthing cures the common cold because it cures the cause birth trauma. Many people don't have conscious birth memories during Rebirthing Breathwork sessions, but their birth trauma diseases disappear anyway.
May 19, diary entry: ``Awoke with bubbles bursting in my head at 3:30 a.m. The pain felt like a bubble and then it burst many bubbles. I was able to move my body better than in the last few days. I was able to move and get a nice fire burning.''
``Earth, air, water and fire are the ultimate good physical things. This is an important part of my religion.''
``It doesn't matter what we did or accomplished with them in the past. That only brought us to this moment. What matters is what we do with them now.''
Then 2 1/2 months ago, around May 16 until the middle or end of July, I spontaneously regressed into all kinds of birth-body memories. Intense pain in my neck and shoulders and on my temples. Feeling my head and body being squeezed. Feeling my face smashed. Feeling my whole body feeling abused in shock. Feeling sensations in my brain from having my umbilical cord cut too soon as well as in my guts: headache, memories, etc.
I felt no interest in food, like my digestive system was not yet working. Solid food was repulsive to me for about two weeks I couldn't eat it. My mother probably force fed me solid food too early. Later when I did eat, indigestion was common. And constipation was common. I was always thirsty for liquids.
But the biggest value was and is still going on the Breathing Release reliving the moment of the first breath - the whole day of learning to breathe air. Trying to get a full breath and not being able to. Actually, it went on for several days after I was born and my breathing has been inhibited till now July 28, 2002.
``My upper chest is blocked by too much pain.'' ``I am too weak to breathe deeply enough to get enough air.'' ``My body hurts all over.'' ``Breathing just doesn't work.'' ``It hurts to breathe properly and fully.'' These are all my birth scripts, imbedded in my muscles, controlling, inhibiting my breathing mechanism my whole Life.
It is amazing how we are able to contact the full power of the prana the Divine Energy through the presence of a good Rebirther-Breathworker.
It is also amazing how often I could breathe myself into the Transcendental State and move Divine Energy in my body with all of these body memories still stuck under the surface and inhibiting my breathing mechanism for the last 40 years.
No wonder I had to do about 90% of my conscious breathing practice in the bath. The weight of the water compensated for my inhibited breathing organs.
Ah! It feels so good after 40 years of Rebirthing, from 1962 2002, to finally begin to feel freed. I love this new freedom I feel, although I was non-functional most of the last 2 1/2 months.
When I was actually able to stand up in the shower a few days, in the middle of this regression, I felt as though it was the first time in my Life that I could stand up straight under my own power without effort or restriction what a good feeling. Also, my eyesight regularly gets totally clear. This ability came seldom and went away often during this 2 1/2 month long regression.
And movement: moving now is easier. I feel freedom to move my body a whole new joy and freedom to move from one position to another.
My body feels unrestricted for the first time in my Life.
I am breathing more fully and freely most of all of the time, but I notice how many holding patterns I have in my breathing because I get physically very weak when I hold my breath.
As I come out of my non-functional, infancy weak and helpless state, I feel great eagerness to go out and play in the world.
Wow! It feels so good! To be free! To be able to express myself! To be and do anything I like. I can earn money, receive gifts, play big business games with others with millions.
When I break out of survival, I suddenly have so many exciting alternatives I'm confused about which one to do first. It takes meditation to get clear.
I feel out of school for the summer. I can smell the spring flowers. I can feel the power of nature. I need less sleep. I can stay up all night, get up earlier in the morning. Freedom!
I have freedom to enjoy! Freedom to spend! Freedom to share! Freedom to forgive!
I am alive! I'm glad to be alive!
My Spirit, Mind, and Body all feel connected!
Praise the Lord for Rebirthing!
This spontaneous regression phenomena is amazing.
When to surrender and when not to?
When to take a day off and indulge the non-functional state the memory induces?
Or when to just suffer with it and keep working?
During my five years of senility, I developed the ``every-other-day-routine'' one day rest, the next day work.
Now, I seem to be out of it. My breathing gets better every day. I feel boundless Energy at least in the morning.
One of the interesting patterns of this great healing 2 1/2 months, was the way I would get so totally weak in the middle of the day or late afternoon that I could no longer function. I had to lay down and I would usually go instantly asleep. I was just like newborns or small children who do that.
Be active get tired, exhausted take a nap then play, then sleep, etc.
In the last 2 1/2 months, I have rerun this whole series of body experiences (memories) many times, each time with meaningful variations and combinations.
Each time I do, my breathing gets richer, easier, fuller.
I feel like I am moving into the most efficient and productive period of my Life. Every release gives us more peace, freedom, and energy for productivity.
I've had so many thousands of memories in the last two months that they could fill an entire book!
Praise the Lord for Rebirthing-Breathwork!
Babaji used to say to me, 20 years ago, ``I'll be glad when you finish your Rebirthing process.'' Now, I can feel what he was talking about!''
If you have my Secrets of Youthing book, you know that I became a Senility Graduate in the early 1990's. Everyone should have this book, especially teenagers and Rebirthers Breathworkers.
Yes there is Life beyond aging.
I take the gospel of the immortal yogis so much for granted, that I sometimes forget that most people haven't had my privilege. Since I've written a full book about my process of achieving victory over senility, I assume that all Rebirthers have access to this information. But the death of 4 of my best friends last year indicates that they don't.
If you don't already have a copy of The Secrets of Youthing or Healing the Death Urge and have totally mastered them, I recommend that you order them today. Don't postpone this learning process until it is too late.
The 4 people mentioned above could have prevented their own death if they had simply mastered all of my books and tapes on physical immortality.
People confuse theory and reality intellectual knowledge from creative knowledge. The difference is repetition and conscious reasoning of the right ideas until the great Subconscious Mind (aka Super Conscious Mind or Eternal Energy or Infinite Spirit) picks it up and materializes it into form.
I often wonder why more people don't buy all my books and tapes and master them? Is it money scarcity or self-righteousness, or arrogant stupidity, or what? I'd really like to now!
Rebirth sessions may take only one or two hours. But my spontaneous regressions take days, months, or years - my longest so far took five years. Each one hour of Conscious Energyb Breathing moves more and more out of our emotional and physical internal fog, so we can see Life more clearly. Praise the Lord!
Remember! Regression is the cure for suppression. Suppression is the biggest source of pain, misery, poverty, anger, greed, ignorance, death, lack of joy, and lack of Energy.
